You know Beez...I was having the exact same weekend...Let me let you in on my story a bit so that maybe you can relate...
I was dating a girl, lets call her Stacey, for the past two months, taking it real slow physically. This was actually a good thing, I'm pushing 25, and every relationship post college usually ends up being a hook up for a couple weeks instead of something have decent. I was looking forward to having a good relationship. Well she wanted to go to NYC for a weekend and see an opera. (yeah I gave in) I dropped about $800 smackers by the end of the weekend on this girl. I wasn't expecting sex, but when we finally got home, no good-bye kiss...nothing! All of a sudden it hit me, I just got played...
Side note to this story. My whole point in dating this girl was to help me move on from my ex girlfriend, who I broke up with 2 years ago. The problem with her is, she's the only person that I've truly felt "in love with" (yeah it's getting sappy). Another problem with her, she still loves me, so why not get back together right? If we were to do that, we'd get married, it would be the end of everything single in our lives, and she is just not ready for that. So I'm still hanging out with her, she still tells me she loves me, then we go off and date "other people." It's really not healthy. This weekend, I became totally frustrated with the entire situation and slept all day on Saturday. Everyone and everything was getting on my nerves and I just wanted to huddle up in a Sadaam hole and not see the rest of the world.
The something hit me last night. The world is what we make of it. Don't ask why...ask why not?! I know that is cheesy and cliche, but it seemed to work for me. All of a sudden, I had this light go off in my head. Everything fell into perspective. This girl doesn't matter, and that girl doesn't matter, the only thing that matters is me. So I felt better.
My whole point to this story was because through all of this, all I wanted to do was go for a ride, feel the wind, and dive into some twisties to release some stress. I could have, but it was 40 and raining all weekend, and I didn't want my nuts to freeze to my gas tank again
Cheer up dude, the riding season will come back around, and if it isn't soon enough, lets all truck our bikes down to Florida and ride around Miami for a week or three!
(kicking and screaming as someone removes me from my soapbox)